Tender Thursday *42

Thanks Bruce. I’ve been out to my Mom & Dad for a long time, since I was 12. I’m 15 1/2 now. I knew that they were okay with me telling them I am gay. But there is another thing about exercising your sexuality, especially in front of your folks. The kiss was a shock to me. I wasn’t expecting it. It came out of nowhere. Chris is really a great guy. I was amazed that he felt so comfortable in front of my parents. We talked about it last night . He told me he feels like they are his parents too and he talks more about his feelings to my Mom than I do. I can relate. It’s a bit awkward telling your parents that you love someone so much that you could cry sometimes feeling so thankful to God.

Mom talked to me early this morning at breakfast. They agreed that we should go buy a big bed for my room instead of the bunk beds that I grew up with. Although, I kind of liked the bunk bed. Sharing a twin semi-naked is WOW!
My parents are really amazing. They are so so???? what is the word? Advanced? Accepting for sure. They have to know that I’ve had sex with Chris many times, and by sex I mean (by my definition) not BOYSGETFUCKED.COM’s. Nuff said.
So this morning Mom told me that we needs a bigger bed and another dresser. I think they love Chris too; he already has house keys but rarely uses them. I don’t know why I am rambling off like this, going on and on. I think I am still in shock at all of them…even my little brother who loves Chris too in a brother-like way. Are my parents letting me grow up? Why are they doing this? I think I’ve taken my parents for granted a long time. They were always to me like people who have to take care of you. But they actively love me like I love Chris. It blow my mind. We’re going to JANGEORGe. Bye.