The Center of the World
When I was about 14 I carried a book with me everywhere for months because I just couldn’t let the protagonist go. It must have been the first time that I really fell in love with a book. Welcome to The Center of the World… A coming of age story set in a remote mountain range in Germany; Steinhöfel weaves the elegant tale of a seventeen-year-old boy named Phil. Although the novel does deal with Phil’s sexuality, it primarily illustrates his tumultuous relationship with his unconventional mother, Glass, and reclusive twin sister, Dianne. From the birth of Phil and Dianne by their teenage mother in the prologue of the story, the family occupies a large estate, called Visible, on the outskirts of a socially repressive and ultra-conservative town.

The town not only discriminates against Glass because of her promiscuous nature, but they transfer their criticisms to her two children. Therefore, throughout Phil’s childhood, he feels ostracized despite his mother’s advice to ignore the harshness of the "Little People," or the people who inhabit the town. Phil does discover refuge in the form of a young and vivacious girl named Kat, who becomes his one and only ally. However, despite Phil’s seeming acceptance of his sexuality, he does not believe that his family or his friends would approve of his relationship with a charming and attractive runner, named Nicholas, who becomes his first boyfriend. The novel is written in a first-person narrative with intermittent flashbacks that describe the roots of Phil’s personality.
Steinhöfel’s greatest accomplishment is that he portrays homosexual relationships as the equivalent of heterosexual relationships. By demonstrating that the journey toward self-discovery of a young gay man is the same as that of a young straight man, Steinhöfel shows that discriminatory views on homosexuality are completely unfounded. In addition to vividly depicting Visible’s breath taking surroundings, his crisp and graceful prose provides insight into Phil’s complex thoughts and emotions. Satisfying the reader with Phil’s self-discovery, the author does an excellent job of balancing the scales between satisfaction and misery, having and wanting. By the end of the novel, one aches with a confused combination of happiness and grief. Steinhöfel and his novel deserve every word of praise!
English ISBN: 0440229324 | German ISBN 3551353158
English Version at Amazon | German Version at Amazon




about 3 years ago
good lord, i love that book to death…
really, when i first got it, i was about… well, i think i was also 14, like 4 years ago. and i read it twice in only one night! i couldn’t stop reading it all over again when i was finished by 2 a.m.
i just happened to carry it with me when i was to a environmental conference in aberdeen/scotland last week… but i didn’t read it cause i was occupied reading dorian gray…
so those are like my 2 favorite books, “the picture of dorian gray” and “die mitte der welt”, right with kracht’s “ich werde hier sein im sonnenschein und im schatten” and sartre’s “la nausée”
terrific that you seem to like those books i really adore… at least the first two!
about 3 years ago
i was so depressed when i finished the book.
about 3 years ago
I’ve read Die Mitte der Welt. I love his easy going style. The main character is never in doubt with his feelings. But the centre of the world is a library, a collection of books. Do we have to assume that his easy feelings can only live in a book?
about 1 year ago
I also read Die Mitte der Welt when I was 14. I loved the part when Phil tasted his own “salty sperm”… The Book is absolutely nonporn but at this age it was thrilling to me.
Btw: I think the german covers are more beatiful :P
http://jetztimg.sueddeutsche.de/upl/images/user/pe/pepitia/text/regular/646948.jpg
http://media.buch.de/img-adb/17438753-00-00/die_mitte_der_welt.jpg
about 3 years ago
Just got it from the library, thx josh for pointing us towards it.
about 3 years ago
Sounds like I will have to go book hunting this weekend
about 1 year ago
I just ordered (from Amazon) a book of the poetry by Antonio Botto, a gay, dandy poet from Portugal and Brazil, contemporay to Fernando Pessoa. But, in the weeks to come, I’ll buy The Center of the World, this coming-of-age German novel which seems to be interesting. Thanks. Claude
about 1 year ago
ooh and I’ve been looking for something good to read!
about 1 year ago
You would probably like Edmund White’s A boy’s Own Story then. That book of a gay boy growing up comfortably with his sexuality in the 50s was a revelation to me as a teen.
about 1 year ago
May I add that in certain countries (New Zealand, Australia and a few small Pacific islands) this book is called/referenced under “The centre of my world” not “The centre of the world”.
Oh and I just ordered it from my local library so hopefully will be a good read :)
about 1 year ago
Just ordered it. It took me a while to find it but I stumbled across a review with the alternative title. :P
about 1 year ago
Awesome I need to pick mine up now :)
about 1 year ago
Ordered! It sounds absorbing…
about 1 year ago
Before you order from Amazon check Abebooks. I just found a copy in English there for $1.00 :0)
about 1 year ago
I came across this blog only last week and saw this post… I’ve been looking for a book like this to read for ages, so I ordered it online (for £3.50 might I add – what a bargain!) and read the book from cover to cover! LOVED it! Thanks for posting this, or else I would have never heard of it! Does anyone know about any other similar books (in English) that I could buy? Thanks! x